This post reflects on the tragic events in Uvalde, Texas that occurred 2 years ago this week. Nobody wants to remember this day in Texas that happened two years ago. But the totality of events suggests not one but two tragic occurences, the active shooter and the police response. As frightened parents where threatened with arrest for wanting to enter the Robb elementary school, a man named Salvatore Ramos hunted for kids and had an hour alone in the building while shooting. The parents waited outside with police during that hour when no one initated the call to order and the call to stop the shooting.

The day started normally enough with a ceremony for children who had made the honor roll. The parents of these children had no idea that the ceremony would be the last bright moments of their young child’s life. Shortly after the end of the honor roll ceremony the proud fourth graders went back to their classrooms. When a few minutes later, the school was breached by a former student – a wolf in sheep’s clothing. At 11:28 AM, Salvadore Ramos entered the Robb elementary school through an open door. The 911 system had been activated. His plan had been foretold on a chat group saying “wait and see.” Law enforcement was in the building and then took fire. Retreat and wait.

Only months earlier, they had trained for this. The tactical training instructs officers to move to contact and bring the fight to the sound of the guns even when you must step around or over victims. In the Pulse Nightclub massacre in Orlando, FL officers had to ignore victims pleading for their lives as a small group of sheriff’s deputies chased the shooter in pitch darkness into a men’s room and neutralized the threat. We were taught that as few as three officers could bring an end to an active shooter incident by quickly entering a building and moving to the sound of the shooting to neutralize the threat. The FBI says as few as two officers to teams of five should enter the scene without hesitation and move to contact. Moving forward not back.

Our chief in New Braintree, MA vowed that he would drive his cruiser through the front door of the school if needed, to gain immediate access to save lives. The New Braintree elementary school was much like the school in Uvalde with many doors and easy access to classrooms. The important message we recieved in all active shooter trainings was not to hesitate for extra back-up if it meant waiting. Early entry with two or three officers, find the shooter, and end the assault. Waiting meant more children would perish.

We learned from Columbine, that the longer we waited the more children, teachers, and staff would be lost. These events are over in 5-7 minutes. There was no way a SWAT team could deploy in the time needed to move into the school, find the bad guy, and put an end to the killing. We trained in neighboring schools too so we might be familiar with the maze of corridors common in most school buildings.

In this case Ramos was in the building for 60 minutes when a team from the U.S. Border Patrol made its move. Uvalde turned into a large crime scene and a heart-breaking stain on dozens of onlooker police officers. At least 19 ten-year old children and 2 teachers were killed by a member of their own community. Former Uvalde High School student Salvadore Ramos was just 18 years old. He killed nineteen 3rd and 4th grade students and their teachers in tiny Robb elementary school in west Texas over the course of an hour. That hour will be scrutinized by the FBI, Texas Rangers, and other active shooter experts to discern law enforcement strengths and weaknesses in the handling of this event. Had law enforcement followed the protocol as practiced? Two years on the collective minds say “no.”

Much of the aftermath scrutiny will catalog social media red flags that may have informed law enforcement of his disaffected beliefs. This is obvious but no one can see the musing of someones anger without the help of those privy to his intentions. The psychological autopsy will chronicle the facts of Ramos’ final weeks especially his social media presence. Information about his state of mind will slowly emerge and the roadmap to his disaffected life. No one knows how long Ramos may have been percolating when he purchased 2 high powered rifles after turning 18 in March. On Facebook, Ramos leaked his plan to Cece, a teenager in Germany. It became visible to other members of a chat group including “Cece” who could do nothing to stop Ramos’ intentions.

His mother, Adriana Reyes said he was angry for failing to graduate high school with his fellow classmates, adding that “he was not a monster.” In an NBC News interview, Adriana Ramos’ boyfriend, Juan Alvarez, said that Ramos went to live with his grandmother after a fight with his mom over Wi-Fi. He said the relationship between Ramos and his mother was tumultuous and that the two often fought.” Since the pandemic quarantine Ramos’ mother described him as mean. His closest friend said that Ramos was bullied in middle school because of a stutter and years later after posting a photo of himself wearing black eye liner. He grew distant from friends and sometimes used a BB gun to shoot people while driving around with friends. He had an online presence and played violent video games with friends like Tour of Duty. His social media chat foretold his intent to murder starting with his grandmother. The psychological underpinnings for these murders will be studied for years to come. The police response will also be critiqued for its dearth of leadership and tactical failure.

But Valdez (Ramos’ friend) said he was horrified when Ramos once showed up at the park with numerous slashes across his face, initially claiming the cuts had been caused by a cat scratching him. “Then he told me the truth,” Valdez said. “That he’d cut up his face with knives over and over and over. I was like, ‘You’re crazy, bro, why would you do that?'” Ramos reportedly told him he did it “for fun,” the newspaper stated.

Chloe Mayer, Newsweek Newsletter

The 18-year old high school student shot his grandmother in the face before heading for his primary target in much the same way mass murderer Adam Lanza, then age 20, killed his mother in December 2012 before heading to the elementary school in Newtown, CT at 9:39 in the morning. The two killers are seen as similar in mental health domains. Ramos withdrew from his family and from school. He was angry, Lanza too was detached and played video games hours each day. He was homeschooled at age 16 and was fixated on guns. He too was also angry. His mother purchased him his first firearm, a pistol. He took some college classes. Bought some more guns like a Savage Mark II bolt action .22 caliber. Then back to school – Sandy Hook elementary with his Bushmaster XM-15 E2S semiautomatic rifle, Glock 20 .22 & the shiny Sig Sauer .226. Unlike Sandy Hook, there are many questions about the time line of events at Robb elementary on May 24th that have become the focus of community outrage.

Just like Sandy Hook, the outcome in Uvalde was as hideous as anything one could imagine. But unlike Sandy Hook the tactical response took too long. Like Sandy Hook and Marjorie Taylor Douglas before them, parents’ at Uvalde experienced the horrendous reality of the disaffected having access to guns.

For his part, Salvadore Ramos would receive no awards on that day. His mother was wrong. He was no longer a student; he became a monster no one will forget. By all rights his rampage may have been cut short by an hour or so, had law enforcement brought the tip of the spear to him as shots first rang out. We know this from Columbine. Ramos’ day would end in blackness, just like the front page of the Uvalde Leader-News.